Alive

I am too ALIVE until i grew tired.
I am too ALIVE until i said 'yes' to any question.
I am too ALIVE until i can't sleep.
I am too ALIVE until one life for me was not enough.
I am too ALIVE until i needed two of me.
I am too ALIVE until no one can stopped me.
I am too ALIVE until people wouldn't come near me.
I am too ALIVE until dead things attached on me.
I am too ALIVE until i can afford to kill myself.
I am too ALIVE until i was sicked of it.
I am too ALIVE until today...
I am too dead to be ALIVE until forever...